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I) good morning
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I) good morning
"Good morning!" - the voice came from the radio, which had automatically switched on by the alarm clock. Our hero woke up and threw a pillow at the radio, whereupon it fell
from the table and went silent. He had forgotten to turn off the alarm because
it was a public holiday.
A day like this is actually free,
which should basically mean that there is no work. On these occasions, he
stayed in bed longer, at noon with his parents, in the afternoon with
grandma. In the evening, he was just as tired as after a day at work. Eating
too much, which also made him sleep poorly.
In addition, he had to come up
with another excuse for his grandma today, why his girlfriend had not come
with him. His parents knew that she had moved out six months ago, but he
couldn't tell his grandmother about it. Even his mother, who had seen the
girl as her daughter-in-law, did not understand him. “The girl wants to be
married and start a family. Imagine if your father wouldn't have married me!
Then you wouldn't be here now.” His father's reaction on such an occasion was
always an embarrassing smile. When, as a child, he sometimes went fishing
with his father, he noticed that the old man really didn't know what to do
with a child. His mother had dragged him to church and married him.
Basically, he didn't determine anything in his life. Grandmother and mother,
his father's wife and mother-in-law, were not domestic dragons, but they knew
what they wanted. And the father let himself be led. It was just easier for
him. It was also these two women who had put him in an office in which he had
played the real boss and worked exactly forty hours a week, not a minute
longer or less, for nearly forty years until he retired. On Wednesdays and Saturdays,
he watched the championship matches or got upset about the socialist
government's foreign policy. "These immigrants are ruining our
culture!"
When our hero refused to do
military service and did community service instead, the father and
grandmother were not told because it would have caused a family tragedy. The
grandfather had served in the Waffen SS.
There were many other things he
couldn't tell them. He was currently dating a girl of Turkish descent. She
had almost the same problems with her own family.
As he lay there, in bed, thinking
about his chances of survival for the present day, he felt miserable, as he
usually did on days when he had to play a comedy out of consideration for the
feelings of the elderly. Was there no way to break out? He would have loved
to leave everything behind so as not to have to live with these lies.
And that was only the family.
Things weren't much better with the people around him. Everything that looked
new or different was strange to them and should be condemned. He'd liked to
wear long hair even as a child, mostly because he hated the average cut of
the village barber. The village dentist, who probably would have wanted to be
some important figure during the Hitler era, asked him when he was thirteen whether he was a boy or a girl. When he got a punk haircut from his classmates at a
party at the age of seventeen, he was completely excluded from society. Homosexuals
were strange to him too, but he was beginning to understand what these people
had to endure because they were different. Or did they want to be different?
"If you want to get up the social ladder, or even just want to be
accepted, you have to stand in line and not attract attention." - he was
given to understand. Actually he was like everyone else, maybe a bit more
honest with himself, someone who didn't try to deny his own self, but wanted to
try different directions until he had found the right one, someone who didn't
just want to accept everything without critics, but asked questions. Yes, he
questioned everything, that was his fault. Such people either become great or
are ruined. “A body can only work well when all parts do their job, every
outgrowth is a cancer and must be removed before it attacks the organism.”
These people had never heard about Darwin and his teachings. “Mutation and
selection result in evolution.” Not every change is good, but a society that
flies to the moon and wants to conquer space needs and should be able to
absorb new elements. Without the homosexual Michelangelo and the Jewish
Einstein, we would still be sitting in the trees today. And without Hitler,
Horthy and Nero we would not know that we also have to protect ourselves from
ourselves. It is a joke of history that it is the supporters of the tyrants
who scream the loudest and demand protection. Of whom? Of course of themselves!
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Freitag, 14. August 2020
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